First things first.


//y'all there was a time when I was so lost and broken and I didn't know how real God was and is. I came to a point where I was completely alone and my heart and soul was shattered at a young age. It was in those raw moments all at once my past was crippling me. Anger, resentment, bitterness, pieces of my heart were wrecked and I felt like there was no mending that could save me. Through all that pain I felt a nudge questioning more. I had no idea at the time it was Jesus who... had placed that desire in my heart to not give up. Looking back and seeing the ache and … [Read more...]

Ten Year Anniversary


Hi Friends! Wow this month is just flying by and Fall is sneakin in. My sweet hubby and I celebrated our ten year anniversary last weekend and I can't believe it has been ten years already! We have been through lots of tears, an enormous amounts of laughter, heartache, two sweet kiddos that share their smiles with each day, and one sweet and dearly missed baby in Heaven. Through it all. Our worst and our best. God has been with us each step and has taught us so much about love and marriage. I pray each day for my husband, our marriage, and our family. We were able to … [Read more...]

Live Happy


//oh friends. I woke up this morning with my heart bursting to share my soul that faced such a brokenness I felt damaged. A sweet yet most challenging time of redemption the Lord revealed to me thorough his amazing grace. Although it's hard to share my brokenness God and his goodness is far greater than my flaws. I have broken places that destroyed my heart to a point I felt I could never be loved.... He showed me his love and redemption I didn't deserve. All that hard and bitter stuff that broke me slowly started to heal and mend my heart back together. His grace and … [Read more...]

Morning Devotional


//reflecting in Romans 12:2 this morning. "Do not conform to the patterns of this world but be transformed by the renewing of your mind" Be you bravely. Let the word wash over you and transform you not the world. Fix your attention on God. Don't adjust to your culture. You will be changed from the inside out. God brings the best out of you. Dwell in his word. Renew your knowledge of him. Desire hi...m. Let his truth speak to us. Let go of your old mindset and be renewed through his right ones. Follow God. Not the world. Read the truth. Spread the truth like a wildfire. … [Read more...]

Life after Loss

Heartache changes you. It challenges you to find yourself after you experience a heartache that seems like living again is far beyond our reach. It teaches you how fragile life really is. It changes your perspective. After losing Payton, I struggled with everything that comes along with heartache. Each of us struggle differently but the pain is all the same. A pain unimaginable. A pain that shakes you to the core. Losing our baby was something I never imagines I would experience. Rushing to the hospital in labor when our baby was due was full of excitement. When … [Read more...]