If you know me, you know that I have lost a sweet little baby. If you don’t know me, I would love to share her with you too. I write about this sweet little gift from God that changed my life in an instant. I think of her daily.
I never got to meet her but I got to hold her for a while. I never got to hear her cry but I got to feel her kick around. I never got to see her smile but I got to touch her thick and wavy auburn hair. I never got to bring her home but I do have a sweet daughter waiting in our permanent home for me, her daddy, sweet brother and sister.
Payton was stillborn at 39 weeks and 6 days. I was in labor and ready to deliver our first child, but my world changed so quickly. Although it was the saddest morning of my life. It has changed me and I have joy.