I am not perfect…who would have thought! Just kidding I know I’m not and sometimes I struggle with balancing the things I suck at and believing that I am perfect in God’s eyes. He made me just the way I am. Although I believe that deep down inside, I still have the days that I can’t believe I just did what I did and I feel crummy about myself. I also have things I just suck at and pray each day not to perfect these areas but to trust God with them and embrace my human flaws. This list is not to be negative or hard on myself rather a reminder that I a sinner who is flawed but God still uses me in unbelievable ways, if I let him. SO here are 10 things I suck at. {don’t judge me :)}
1. I don’t like sweeping and mopping. I must confess it takes everything I have to do it.
2. I am a horrible and messy organizer. I have germ issues so it’s not anything like that rather more of items in the wrong place. I will organize and with in a week it is all mixed together again and I still can’t find it. My intentions are good though does that make up for the messes.
3. Sometimes ( I am happy to say that it is not a common thing) just sometimes, when I am absolutely frustrated and angry at my husband (absolutely=hands are shaking, can’t think straight, don’t know what to say) I will throw a plastic plate {which may or may not have happened in the last week}, a shoe, book, or whatever is in my hand at the time in the heat of the moment.
4. I suffer from hangry {just sometimes} This probably could cause a little of number 3. {Insert Sigh} This is not my best feature.
5. Have you ever heard the saying you would lose your head if it wasn’t attached to you? Nothing else needs to be said.
6. Letting my fears control me.
7. I want to make everyone happy and many times that is not possible and I take it personal or feel guilty.
8. Bible study and reading my bible lately.
9. Folding laundry and putting them a way before the next round of laundry that week. I need to buy more laundry baskets.
10. Balancing my responsibilities, housework, work, etc. I still can’t seem to get that figured out. But if I did I wouldn’t be a mess!
So these are just a few of things I suck at and I’m sure there are more. Maybe I will do a post on 10 things I am awesome at! Sounds crazy writing down things that we feel we rock at but I believe in finding your strength and move mountains in your world. Let go of the things you suck at and focus on the things your awesome at!
It took me a long time to pray for myself and think of the good things about myself. When I started doing that I was less focused on the things I struggled with. It’s a daily process but I can embrace the days I fail and the areas I suck at and not be so hard on myself. We are our own worst critic but we can also be our best.
Embrace yourself today!
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