October is Pregnancy, Stillbirth, & Infant Loss Awareness month. This is our sweet angel baby, Payton. She died during childbirth and it completely shattered our hearts. Leaving the hospital to plan a funeral and coming to a home with empty arms to a nursery filled with love was devastating. 11 years later I still remember every moment, emotion, scent of hair, thoughts, and the love that surrounded us. Family, friends, nurses, even strangers wrapped us in prayer and love during our loss and grief. I poured my self into raising awareness and helping other moms the first five years after losing her. My heart is passionate for raising awareness of this heartache and walking the journey of grief and hope for those who have to experience this unbelievable tragic heartache. To those mothers honoring your babies each and everyday you are not alone. You are still a mother and loved so much. My faith was shaken but stronger than ever. I am 1 in 4 women. I am a stillbirth mama and thank God for you everyday.
A rainbow is a symbol of sunshine after rain, of calm after storms, of joy after sadness, of peace after pain, of love after loss and hope for what is to come. Mama bears who have rainbow babies never forget their angel babies. We hurt deeply inside but know that no sorrow or death will stop us from being their mama and one day hold our sweet babies in heaven. Mama bears you are strong and courageous and your sweet babies in heaven are loved and honored. Your sweet babies on earth are loved and symbols of that sweet joy that comes after the storm. Being a mama bear to an angel baby and rainbow babies I know the fears, the love, the joy. I am here with you standing strong. For the mamas to angel babies waiting on Gods plan you are prayed for and loved. October is Pregnancy & Infant Loss Awareness Month. Pray for these mamas.
{Mama Bear tee from Loved by Hannah and Eli shop}
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