She will not fall

Do you ever feel like your day can’t get any worse? Do you feel like you could just pull your hair and scream and jump up and down out of frustration? Do you ever feel like why me?

I do.

I feel like this daily. Moments that creep in when you least expect it and you want to just hide and get away from the world. Moments I feel I just can’t deal with anymore. Moments that stretch me so thin.

I have been like that for months. Stretched to thin. Mostly I choose to do this. I want to help in any way I can, forgetting that I already have a full plate. Moments of stress and difficulties.

Moments that I quickly forget to trust God and I steadily start to get so busy I lose focus on the truth. For a second it is a blur, but then I am gently reminded of who I was before. Holding on to things too tightly. Overwhelmed with fears, stress, and anxieties.

Comments here and there, whispers of his loves, reminds me to re-focus and not let others {Satan} bring me down. He is good at providing those people at the just right time. Cheering me on to fail. That’s what he wants. But not our loving God.

He wants me trust him. When I am moved away from my comfort zones and world starts to spin out of my control, God is there holding tight, showing me the growth opportunity I can so quickly miss.

Our God, who loves us so much, wants us to glorify him through our trust, our failures, our growth, all for his Kingdom.

I have accepted several challenges the last six months that are completely out of my comfort zone. Ways that God is growing me for his purpose. Ways to better me as a person, a mom, a wife, a friend. Ways for me to trust him deeper and know that no matter what this world brings she will not fall.

God is within me, I will not fall.

Love,